So, I’ve been trying to figure out how to start my online journal. I swear I’ve been trying so hard to get started but everytime I start writing I get so self-concious about who is going to read it, what they’ll think about me, and my grammar, my writing, ughh. It would get so frustrating I would always just give up.
Then I started writing letters to my family and friends, and I realized that this is me. When I write letters is when I’m the most honest about my feelings, my opinions, my actions and the reasoning behind them.
So I’m going to start posting my letters to my family and friends as my journal blogs. :)
Don’t expect good grammer, good english, or even good paragraphical structures. Expect emotional, girly, ditzy, and lots of Rachel Madness. Meaning, expect lots of ADD writing, I tend to jump from topic to topic without missing a heartbeat so keep up :D!
Most importantly, when I write letters is when I am the most honest and therefore the most vulnerable. I expose my raw emotions and because of this I don’t proof read nor do I look over anything I write before I send it out. Because I know that I’ll end up changing things around because I’ll be embarrassed and then it won’t be exactly how I truly felt.
I love all of you, and I hope you enjoy what you read. If not… well please don’t tell me hehe. And don’t think I don’t think you’re reading this in truth… you’re are all facebook/internet stalkers.
love,
Me
